I’ve always been slightly interested in true crime. I’ve read a few books. I’ve watched documentaries here and there.
But I’ve noticed my interest in true crime has increased. I’m reading more books and have even joined a few online groups discussing true crime.
I’ve been looking at the forums on Web Sleuth, a website of amateur sleuths trying to solve cases, and even thought to myself, What if I could help solve cases?
And it’s not just true crime. I’ve taken to reading books about grief. Books about death and dying.
Are these sudden increases because my mom passed away?
Is this somehow a method of coping?
Is it in some way helping me to heal?
I don’t know. Maybe it’s all of the above.
Is it weird, or has anyone experienced an increased interest after someone passed away?